Sorry for my last days roller coaster ride

Todays it's better, just so over the night. Yesterday were some side-effects included, I do appologize for my behaviour. Things aren't that bad, I don't really think they are bad at all really. Yesterday just nothing were clear to me, I didn't saw things for what they were/are. Can't really tell you more specific what and how, 'cause I don't want to get it out, maybe it will be out with time anyways...

I just hope that a person didn't read the shit I wrote the last days and now thing I am a total wacko...If you did, I'm really sorry, for my defense, I don't act or am as I write. (this sentense sounds really..hmm...yeah..whatever)
...and if I was, maybe you didn't want me anyways...

puSS,
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